Personally I am not, but my class mate yeah and it was awful. You see, family members tend to put more value on the time they have left to communicate and bond with the patients. For patients, anticipatory grief can provide closure and purpose. This time allows families to find closure, settle disputes, and forgive one another. I think it would be helpful for you to read carefully this article about losing someone who is still alive https://myallamericanhospice.com/art-letting-go-defining-anticipatory-grief-coping/ Good luck